Goodbye, June!

June 2014, the worst month. June made everything rude. June forced me to let you go. And June is over today. I just checked my blog, and realized that I wrote so much post on this month. In my mood or not, I still wrote. I wrote anything. It’s the way I talk to you. It’s the way you know me without any contact. But, I don’t know you, where you are, what you do, how your activities are. You didn’t talk. You only posted about two or three songs, a movie, photos, checked in some meeting points, replaced your avatar, tweeted some, liked and commented photos and no more. I lost you, even I feel you here, even I’m not really sure. Call me crazy or something, but here I am, that’s what I did to know you’re there, you’re living well.

What has June done to me? Destroyed me. Hit me. Almost killed me. June robbed my life. I almost died, did you know that? But, today is the last day on June. I will face new month, July. What I expect from July? Nothing. I expect my own healing. I deserve to be cheerful again. I deserve to be happy. I should be. So please, you there, say something whenever you want. I miss you, but I don’t expect you appear on July. Just do whenever you want. You know, I’m waiting. You gonna appear on August? It’s okay. Or on September? Or about 5 years or more? Okay, I’ll wait.

And dear July, show me a RAINBOW !