It Is You, Isn't It ?

You live in your imagination not reality, too often.

Then you put too much expectations.

But when you fall, when everything doesn't go as what you planned, you push someone to replace you, to fall.

You can't see people's happiness.

You want everything goes right as your way.

Even it is not people's way, even it is only good for you, even it is your ego. 

You just don't care.

You can kill as needed.

You are a devil. Truly evil, ma'am!

I Admit It That...

I'm afraid of the dignity which kills the happiness. I'm afraid of losing all my own journeys if I have to do what I really don't wanna do. I'm just, afraid...

DONE (?)

It's too early to give up when you still on the start line. This is the beginning of all your wishes and dreams. There's nothing to worry about, when everything goes in right roads. You dream, then you build, so why do you give up on this point? Is it still far from your finish line? You haven't done anything yet.

You-haven't-done-anything, Helga.

Mark the point.

Expecting Less

"I'm not even going to get mad anymore, I just HAVE TO learn to expect the lowest from people, even the ones I thought the highest of."

What's the most thing I hate? Expect too much.

Why does it hurt so much? Dunno, it burns the heart and brain at once.

Feels like there is a big hole in my deeply heart.

I know, even we give the best, we do the best, and we try the best way.

It's hard to ignore an expectation.

The more you expect the more you get hurt.

But why do I always expect, although I know it will hurt me?

Noted to self:

please stop to expect too much from anyone.

Happy New Year 2014

2013 was the best year for me. I got this and that. I finished this and that. But I had to close the 2013 book and open the new part.
:)

Life is fair enough, when you lost anything, you gonna get something to replace later. I lost a lot in 2012 and I got too much in 2013. Isn't GOD superdupermega good? Yes yes yes yes, HE is!

So, what's your resolution? I have nothing. I live today, so I'm living for today, not tomorrow. I never made any resolutions before, just hope, prayed and tried my best for the future.

Hmm hmm, it doesn't mean I don't have any target for my life. No, absolutely I have. I'm a dreamer who's living today. Put any resolution in a year will make you stressed and depressed. So I won't. Just let it be, enjoy it and trough it. Fear nothing, people!

Happy new yeeeeeyyy!!

Teddy Xmas!

                                             

"We wish you a Teddy Christmas

We wish you a Teddy Christmas

We wish you a Teddy Christmas

And a Happy New Year"

2013 is almost over. Another January is almost come again.

May your own God brings you galleons.

God, Lord and Zeus bless your marvelous year ahead.

#MyKindOfSky 30 Weeks Ago

(Solo, taken by me 30 weeks ago. Copied from my IG)

"Terima kasih Tuhan, atas mata yg dapat melihat langitMU"