Tom Cruise's Sci-Fi (AGAIN??)

EDGE OF TOMORROW
[★★★★☆]

Before Edge Of Tomorrow, he played for Oblivion. These were sci-fi movies actually. Thanks God, I like sci-fi movies, and big thanks, I like Tom Cruise. So, I tell you, Edge Of Tomorrow is a good movie, yeah not bad I think. Even, it is helped by Cruise on it. This movie is based on the Japanese light novel All You Need is Kill by Hiroshi Sakurazaka. And you know what? This movie reminds me to Looper. Because, first, there’s Emily Blunt on both of movies. Second, the hero should repeat his life to complies the mission. On this movie, Tom Cruise as Major Cage Lives-Dies-Repeats. Everyday.

It starts from he wakes up in the middle of America Soldiers who ready to fight tomorrow. Major Cage should join with J Squad and prepare his self with an armor. But, he never wore this before, and when he goes down to the beach with the squad in tomorrow morning, he dies 5 minutes after the war began. Then………..he wakes up. Until he realizes, his life is about live-die-repeat.

Major Cage meets Sergeant Rita. She is the commandant of these soldiers. Major Cage tells her about what happens with his life. Rita used to have it, and she says that Cage isn’t allowed to tell anybody about it.  He repeats his daily life, every time he wakes up, he learns how to fight, how to complies the mission, to wear the armor, and to look for The Omega. What is the omega? It is the enemies’ brain. If he could kill the omega, all the enemies would die. Oh, I didn’t tell you, the enemy which soldiers fight for is kinda looks like an alien.

And, in the end. Cage wins. He can find and kill The Omega. But he dies. He dies for sure? Nope. He lives again, he wakes up again. But in different part from the last time he woke up. He’s looking for Rita. Makes sure that he can meet her again, even Rita doesn’t recognize him.

I’m wondering, how if I lived like him. I woke up at many times, in the same part. What would I change from my past? I’m not sure. Maybe I’d try this and that, be this and be that. Not because I’m not grateful for what have done and gotten. I’m just wondering. What would happen if I could change the-shit-happened? I'm pretty sure, I'd be happy, moooooooooooooooooooooore happy than now, yes right now!

This movie is recommended to watch. Just for fun from your activities. Why not, aight? ;)

Nightmare(s)

I woke up in the middle of nights, lately.

Looking for something that I couldn't find it easily like before, even that thing was beside me, under the pillow. And after I found it, I could do nothing. Just nothing.

Looked at the screen and (shit!) what would I do?

I got nightmares.

Oh, why this hapenned to me?

God's secret.

Dear You

To the strongest man I've ever loved,

While this love is growing more bigger day by day, we should face the truth.

Letting go doesn't make you a loser.

Letting go is learning to be sincere.

I'm not leaving you behind, I bring your whole heart.

And I left mine to you.

It's not that easy, and I know that. I feel you.

Dear love,

I thank God in every breath I take, to have you as my lover for this little time.

We dream for many times, but we're not allowed by Him (yet) to make it real.

Maybe, not this time.

Maybe, someday. On the right time.

We will meet again.

I love you, and I don't regret.

Dear my morning face,

Don't be sad. You promise me.

So do I.

If I walk away from you, remember, it's 'physically'.

You promise me to be happy. Show me.

Do not cry. We've lost many tears. It's enough. And noted for my self.

Dear my Mr. Bellydance,

Thank you thank you and thank you.

To love me as a queen, to care me as an Eve, to have me as yours, to protect me as a lady, to accompany me in every moment we share, and to give me a special story.

You are the truly man I love.

I will miss you, how you smile, you laugh, you sad, you cry, you angry, you jealous, you sleep, you hungry, you walk, you drive, you whisper, you shout, you curse, you pray, you cook, you smoke, you hug, you kiss, you touch, you cafuné, you drool, you fart, and everything you do. I can't explain more. I will miss you, all about you.

Dear you,

I'm sorry for breaking your heart to pieces. The one and only I regret about loving you is, I can't make our dreams come true. I'm sorry.

Love,

Your Padmé

An None Holiday On Holiday

Today, May 27th 2014.

It must be a day off, a day for me to take a rest. 

It must be a day to cuddle all day long.

To cafuné in the morning until I feel hungry.

But, it's not.

I miss that moment.

Well, yaaa. Everything has changed. So, I (try to) change some habits. And it's not easy.

I miss the old a me with a you.

Soundtrack of this post:

Nada Surf - Inside of Love

Love is Like a Fart

What crosses your mind when you hear about 'Love'?

A bullshit? A precious? An invisible thing?
For me, that picture above explains everything. When you love somebody, everything goes as well.
But, when you have to live with people you don't love, you have to force yourself to love them back. And you gonna be a fake-man.

Love is a fart, not shit.
Happy Friday, peeps :)

Because World Doesn't Have To See That You Nuts

Well, because you have an ambitious, doesn't mean you can treat people bad.
Karma does exist. Maybe someday, you can be treatened by others more bad.
Why don't you learn how to keep your mouth say any goodness? Unless, you're a dictator.
Dictator doesn't want to know any reason, Dictator wants things happen as he expects. No reason.
Dictator doesn't care.
But you're only a human. A man. And yes, even Dictator is human too. But, you're not a dictator, right?
You have a feeling and a logic. But you live in your egos. It beats the both of feeling and logic.
You curse people. Treat them bad, no, you treat worst I think. But you never realize.
You make everybody's being a victim. Just because you want your egos happen? You're nuts!
And World doesn't have to know it.

Dear God

Did I do any mistake? So you punish me?

Do you hear me?

Do you understand what I really mean?

I bend my knees, and I beg you.

But, are you really there to hear me?

Day by day I pray to You, but it seems worst than before.

You gimme what? You gimme a trap?

You put me on what? On crap?

Oh God, I'm almost give up in the time I'm not allowed to.

Please, make it easier.

I still want to try, try, try, and try again.

Do not push me to give up. Don't!