It Is You, Isn't It ?

You live in your imagination not reality, too often.

Then you put too much expectations.

But when you fall, when everything doesn't go as what you planned, you push someone to replace you, to fall.

You can't see people's happiness.

You want everything goes right as your way.

Even it is not people's way, even it is only good for you, even it is your ego. 

You just don't care.

You can kill as needed.

You are a devil. Truly evil, ma'am!

I Admit It That...

I'm afraid of the dignity which kills the happiness. I'm afraid of losing all my own journeys if I have to do what I really don't wanna do. I'm just, afraid...